The opportunity was waiting.I do not tell you this to make you feel badly, only to show you once again that you should trust your impulses, because in your particular case your ego has overbuilt its defenses.

机会在等着。我告诉并不是要让感觉很糟糕，只是想次告诉，应 该相信自己的冲动，的例子来说，的自我已经过度建立了防御。