Could l have been any more goddamn spastic?

怎会那么笨拙？

Interestingly, these neurons become so starved for stimulation, they become hypersensitive and start firing inappropriately, causing increased muscle tone and muscle spasms, so we call this spastic paralysis.

有，这些神经元变得非常" 渴望" 刺激，它们会变得极度敏感，并开始不恰当地发放冲动，引起肉张力增加和肉痉挛，所以称之为痉挛性瘫痪（硬瘫）。

It didn't matter to me if I'd spent the morning really struggling with my medication, or at lunch my legs being very spastic, or even if I had fallen out of my wheelchair.

如果整个都为吃药而苦苦挣扎，或在午饭时腿抽筋了，甚至从轮椅摔下来，这些对都不重要。